~Chapter One~
Session Start: Sat Sep 16 21:37:17 2000 *** Now talking in #Cyber~Sex *** Topic is 'Horny???' *** Set by XXX on Thu Sep 14 12:46:44 <Diva> Hi! Welcome! *Shadow smiles <Shadow> Hi yourself. Kinda empty in here tonight. <Diva> you come here often? <Shadow> Yeah, every once in a while. U? <Diva> First time. What happens in here?? <Shadow> Basically everyone has sex. <Diva> What? All together!?!! *Shadow laughs <Shadow> Nah. This is the meeting place. They come here then if things get interesting, they go into a private chat...unless they're the only two people in here. *Diva looks around <Diva> Like us??? *Shadow winks <Shadow> Yeah, like us <Diva> So...a/s/l/sex pref.??? *Shadow clears his throat <Shadow> 27/m/Aust/bi...u? <Diva> 28/m/USA/bi *Shadow holds out his hand <Shadow> pleased to meet you, Diva. Seems that we have a bit in common *Diva shakes your hand <Diva> looks like it. So, any relationships happening with u?? <Shadow> I wish!!!! Unfortunately I'm in love with my best friend <Diva> what's wrong with that?? <Shadow> I can't tell him because I don't think he's inclined 'that' way and I don't want to ruin our friendship *Shadow sighs deeply *Diva puts an arm around your shoulders and tries to comfort you <Shadow> thanks mate *Shadow smiles <Diva> well, it seems that we have another thing in common. I'm head-over-heels for my best friend but he's 'straight' :( I ended up having to move over here because it hurt too much <Shadow> where you from then? <Diva> I'm a fellow Aussie *Shadow laughs <Shadow> we keep finding things in common <Diva> kinda makes it easier for us to comfort each other... *Diva runs a hand down your cheek *Shadow sighs as he closes his eyes <Diva> can I kiss you??? <Shadow> please...yes... *Diva leans in slowly and presses his lips against yours *Shadow opens his mouth to yours *Diva slides his tongue into your hot mouth *Shadow plays with your tongue as his hands trail down your... <Shadow> what are you wearing??? <Diva> a skin-tight, long sleeved, navy blue shirt with a pair of black leather pants <Shadow> seriously?? That sounds sexy *Diva nods <Diva> yeah, I just got home from a club <Shadow> very sexy... *Diva laughs <Diva> so, what are you wearing? <Shadow> nothing as sexy as your ensemble I'm afraid. It's just a black bonds shirt over grey cargos <Diva> not sexy??? Guys in bond shirts are a major turn on!!! *Shadow laughs <Shadow> so...where were we?? <Diva> right about here... *Diva begins to kiss you once more, his tongue searching for yours *Shadow runs his hands down your chest, his hands seeking the warmth of your skin *Diva cries out as your fingers brush over his nipples *Shadow raises his eyebrows <Shadow> sensitive? <Diva> like you wouldn't believe!!! <Shadow> sounds like someone I know <Diva> good to know I'm not the only one *Shadow laughs then quickly pulls up your shirt *Diva gasps in surprise then smiles *Shadow returns the smile then leans in and licks one of your hardened nipples *Diva moans loudly as he runs his fingers through your hair *Shadow begins to suck on your nipple, swirling his tongue around the hardened nub as he slowly pushes you down onto his bed *Diva lays back and pulls you down on top of him, kissing you hotly *Shadow moves his body against yours, feeling your arousal *Diva moans softly then pulls back <Shadow> what's wrong? <Diva> sorry, I just don't want you to get the wrong idea about me <Shadow> and what would that be? <Diva> that I'm easy and that I always cyber with someone less than 5 mins after meeting them <Shadow> hey, I don't usually do this either! Unfortunately today was a bad day and I have the need to just get off <Diva> wanna talk about it? *Shadow sits up and allows you to do the same <Diva> ta <Shadow> np. It's quite simple actually. As you know, I'm in love with my best friend... *Diva nods <Shadow> well I spoke to him today and I just miss and want him so much *Diva moves behind you and begins rubbing your shoulders *Shadow sighs softly <Shadow> I'd be okay if he didn't have such an amazing voice. I hang up from him but I can still hear his voice, his laugh...his moan... <Diva> he moaned?? <Shadow> yeah. Not sexually of course, but every time I hear it, I can't stop but wanting to be responsible for his moans *Shadow sighs deeply <Shadow> sometimes I just can't bear to be near him cos I want him so much! *Diva runs his hands, from your shoulders, down your chest <Diva> I know how you feel...let me take your mind off him for tonight *Diva softly presses his lips against your throat *Shadow moans softly as he presses his back against you <Shadow> would you? <Diva> yes. I think it's what we both need *Shadow nods then takes your hands from his chest and draws them down *Diva moves his lips to your cheek, urging you to give him your lips *Shadow turns his head allowing you to kiss him deeply *Diva delves his tongue into your hot mouth as his hands gently brush against your crotch *Shadow raises his hips slightly as he moans into your mouth *Diva breaks the kiss then pulls off your shirt *Shadow helps you with his shirt then pulls you in for another kiss *Diva moans softly as he presses his chest against your back *Shadow takes your hands once more, drawing them down *Diva softly skims his fingers over your heated skin *Shadow sighs softly against your mouth *Diva presses his arousal against your back as his hands find your own hardness *Shadow closes his eyes as he feels your hands on him, his breathing becoming louder *Diva caresses you through your pants, bringing you to complete hardness *Shadow finds himself moving his hips against your hand *Diva slowly undoes your pants <Diva> boxers or briefs? <Shadow> neither... *Diva laughs huskily <Diva> you tease... <Shadow> I know... *Diva releases your hard cock from the confines of your pants *Shadow lets out a loud moan as your hot hand touches him <Diva> I want you to touch yourself <Shadow> I already am. Don't stop *Diva wraps his hand around your hard shaft, squeezing you gently *Shadow cries out in pleasure then moves his hips, wanting more of your caress *Diva slowly begins to move his hand up and down your shaft, his hot breath tickling your ear as he strokes you *Shadow shivers as he begins to move his hips faster <Diva> are you close? <Shadow> yeah... *Diva licks your throat, his tongue resting against your erratic pulse *Shadow moves his hand to cover your, urging you to squeeze him harder *Diva does as you wish, his hand speeding up *Shadow starts thrusting madly against your hand, his voice rising with need *Diva squeezes you tightly, knowing that you're close *Shadow lets out a final cry as he cums *Diva continue stroke you until you come down <Shadow> wow!! <Diva> you came? <Shadow> yeah...harder than ever *Diva laughs <Shadow> brb. Gotta go to the bathroom <Diva> k *Diva lays down on the bed and waits for your return <Shadow> back <Diva> kewl *Diva pats the bed beside him <Diva> care to join me? <Shadow> don't mind if I do... *Shadow climbs on beside you and runs his hand down your body *Diva smiles at you then grabs your hand and pushes it against his hardness <Diva> I'm so hard that it's not funny *Shadow chuckles then pushes you onto your back and begins to trail kisses down your body *Diva groans with pleasure as he gently guides your head to his nipples *Shadow smiles against your chest then takes one of your nipples into his mouth, sucking it gently *Diva moans then arches his back *Shadow moves his mouth to your other nipple, giving it the same attention he'd given the other *Diva finds he's having trouble breathing *Shadow continues his journey downwards, coming to a stop at your pants *Diva watches you *Shadow slowly undoes the button and begins sliding the zipper down <Shadow> underwear?? *Diva shakes his head as he raises his hips slightly *Shadow raises an eyebrow then begins licking at your flesh through the opening of your pants *Diva cries out softly *Shadow quickly frees your cock and licks at the head, enjoying the taste of it *Diva arches his hips *Shadow begins to take you inside his mouth <Diva> ohhhhh...yessssssssss... *Shadow starts to suck on you, taking even more of you in *Diva digs his fingers into your head *Shadow begins to draw back *Diva arches his hips, not wanting to leave your warmth *Shadow takes you in once more, using his tongue to tease your slit *Diva groans with pleasure *Shadow begins to move up and down on your hard cock, pleasuring you with his tongue and teeth *Diva watches your head bob up and down as he begins to move his hips harder *Shadow increases the pressure on your cock *Diva begins to fuck your mouth, his head thrashing back and forth in ecstasy *Shadow sucks even harder, trying to draw your climax from you *Diva slams his hips against your mouth one final time and cums *Shadow greedily drinks your cum *Diva shudders then pulls you up to meet his mouth *Shadow kisses you deeply *Diva returns the kiss hungrily *Shadow finally pulls back and rests his head against your chest <Shadow> so, tell me, I feel that after this hot experience, I want to know more about you <Diva> what do you want to know? <Shadow> well, where abouts in the states are you??? <Diva> just bought a place in San Francisco <Shadow> cool, my best pal lives there too <Diva> so, where abouts in ozland are you?? <Shadow> I'm a brissie boy <Diva> what a coincidence, my best pal lives there!!! So, what's your name?? <Shadow> Daniel...u? <Diva> Darren <Shadow> Darren...??? <Diva> Daniel...??? <Shadow> oh fuck... ***Shadow (DJ@vw-13298.aol.com) has left #Cyber~Sex ***Disconnected
Daniel sat back in his chair, staring at the blank screen of his computer in shock. "No...it can't have been Daz..." He mumbled to himself, refusing to believe that he'd just had cybersex with the man he loved so much. As he sat there in stunned silence, the phone began to ring and, without thinking, he grabbed the receiver. "Hello?" "Daniel...it's me...Darren...I think we need to talk..."
~Chapter Two~
Daniel froze when he heard Darren's voice, his mind racing a mile a minute. //I just cybered with my best friend and now he's on the phone...what the fuck do I say?// "Uhh...yeah, we do...but I can't right now." He managed finally, his mouth struggling with the words. "Why not?" Darren asked and Daniel's mind raced once more as he searched for a plausible excuse. "I...uhh...I was just on my way to meet up with Jon and Oliver," he answered, the lie coming hard to him. "Oh..." was all Darren said and Daniel cringed as he heard the mixture of hurt and disbelief in his voice. "Yeah...uhhh...I better go. I'll call you later," he said after a short silence then he hung up the phone before Darren had a chance to say anything else. 'Oh god! What have I done?' His mind screamed as he began to restlessly pace the room. Seconds later, the phone rang again and Daniel let the machine pick it up, knowing exactly who was on the other end. "Daniel...please pick up..." Darren's voice pleaded and Daniel felt his heart ache at the pain in that voice. He wanted to pick it up but he couldn't. Things were suddenly different between the two friends. Within an hour, Daniel's friendship with Darren had changed forever and he knew that things would never be able to go back to how they were, and he didn't know if he wanted them to. Finally Darren gave up and hung up on Daniel's machine, bringing a deathly silence to the room. //Noise...I need noise.// He quickly moved to his stereo and turned it on then cranked up the volume up so loud that the place began to vibrate and his ears began to hurt. The pain in his ears was an almost welcome relief until the song changed and Darren's melodic voice engulfed him.
When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please To tame your wild, wild heart
Daniel let out a cry of despair then quickly shut off his stereo before grabbing his wallet and running out of the house. Early the next morning he finally stumbled back home, so drunk that he collapsed on the floor, seconds after closing the door, and instantly fell asleep, not awakening until late afternoon.
Clumsily climbing to his feet, he bolted for the bathroom, making it just in time before he began throwing up. Ten minutes passed before he was able to sit back from the toilet bowl, his stomach empty and his body weak. Sitting there, his back against the vanity until, his mind once more came to a rest of Darren's smiling face. //Would he be smiling if he could see me now?// Then, letting out a groan, he climbed to his feet and slowly walked into his bedroom and gently lowered himself onto his bed, ignoring the flashing red light on his phone as he once more fell asleep. Sleeping through the rest of the afternoon and all night, Daniel dreamt of Darren.
Sitting at the table, Daniel looked at the 18-year-old standing a small distance from him, wondering how a young man could look so beautiful. This was the last audition for the day and although the man had yet to sing, Daniel could sense something special about him. Then, realising that he was staring at the boy, Daniel gave him a comforting smile and indicated for him to sing. The boy was clearly nervous, his voice cracking, but it didn't stop his amazing sound from engulfing him.
Alarm goes off at seven And you start your day To put in your eight hours For the power that has always been 'Til five pm
Daniel's jaw dropped as the man finished singing and it took him a while to get his thoughts into order. This man had the voice of and angel and he knew right then that he was in love. "Darren Hayes...welcome to Red Edge," he said finally, not even looking at the rest of the band members.
A phone ringing awakened him and he looked around his room groggily, searching for the source of the irritating high-pitched sound. It was a few seconds before he realised where he was and what the noise was but, by that time, his machine had picked up. "Daniel, you can't avoid me forever, you know. We have a contract, we have a job to do...you're going to have to talk to me sooner or later..." Darren's voice said then it was gone again. "Darren..." Daniel groaned, wishing he had grabbed the phone before he'd hung up. It had taken ten drinks the other night before his mind had gotten around the fact that he'd cybered with Darren and realised that Darren had also cybered with *him*. The drink that had followed his revelation was more to punish him than to drown his sorrow. Slowly he sat up and looked around his room, seeing Darren everywhere. //I'm so sorry, Darren.// He sat there a bit longer then turned to get out of bed, glancing quickly at his phone. "Holy shit!" He exclaimed as the flashing display informed him that he had over one hundred messages. Pressing play, Darren's voice filled the room and Daniel closed his eyes, trying to block out the desire and pain this single voice pulled from him. Sitting there, he listened to Darren, message after message, begging him to talk to him and by the end of it, he was an emotional wreck. He couldn't call him now, he'd hurt Darren too much. Letting out a small sob, he climbed to his feet and walked to his bathroom. Undressing quickly, he climbed into the shower and let the water mix with his tears. The rest of the day passed in a haze as Daniel's mind centred around Darren.
As evening approached, Daniel became aware of the fact that Darren hadn't called since that morning. His heart yearned to hear his friend's voice but he couldn't call him.
The next day came with Daniel continuously picking up the phone, intent on dialling Darren's number but each time he would lose his nerve and replace the receiver. Then, after not hearing from the singer for the third day in a row, he took a deep breath and dialled.
'Hello, this is Darren's microwave. His answering machine just eloped with his tape deck, so I'm stuck taking his calls. Say, if you want anything cooked while you leave your message, just hold it up to the phone.'
Hanging up, Daniel let out a sigh and slumped back in this seat as he remembered the day that Darren had done that message. They'd been having a day of relaxation at Darren's new San Francisco home, unpacking and arranging the place exactly how Darren wanted. In the end, he had thrown a fit and told Darren just where he could shove his new couch. Then, after a lot of begging and pleading he was finally coaxed back into the house where they spent the next few hours searching the net for the perfect message. He remembered how much they had laughed together, just enjoying each other's friendship. //But you've gone and ruined that now...// *Knock* *Knock* Daniel's head snapped up at the sound, his happy vision fading as reality returned. Climbing to his feet, Daniel headed towards the door, giving the room the once over; making sure it was respectable for his guest. Satisfied with the room's appearance, he pulled open the door and his jaw dropped as his heart thudded against his chest, threatening to burst out. "Now you haven't got a choice but to speak to me," Darren told him as he quickly stepped in before Daniel had a chance to close the door.
~Chapter Three~
For the next ten minutes, the two men stood there, staring at each other silently, waiting for the other to make the first move. Finally Darren decided it was going to have to be him and he took a step forward. "I'm sorry, Danny, but I just don't understand what's going on," he began, his heart pounding at being so close to the object of his desire, the man that had caused many a sleepless night over the past few years, especially over the last few days. He went silent then but, as Daniel still showed no sign of speaking, he continued. "Maybe there's just something I'm not seeing. Please tell me why you suddenly can't bear to talk to me." He pleaded, his hand reaching for Daniel's. As their hands touched, Daniel's body stiffened and he took a step back. "How can you stand here and pretend that nothing's happened?" Daniel asked quietly before moving to stand before his living room window, looking down over the city. //Why did you come here, Daz?// Letting out a deep sigh, Darren dropped down on the couch and stared at Daniel's back, imagining how it would feel to run his fingers down it. "I'm not pretending that it didn't happen. I think I'm just accepting it more than you. In fact, I'm revelling in it. A couple of days ago, I discovered that the person I've loved secretly, for the last few years, loves me back. What's wrong with that?" He asked, his eyes moving up and down Daniel's rigid back. The room fell into silence and it was minutes before Daniel spoke, his deep voice filling the room. "I always thought I'd be prepared for anything that came at me. I was prepared for stardom because not once did I ever doubt it would happen. But this...this wasn't supposed to happen. I never dreamt that you could feel like this about me...that you would love me as I love you. I've spent the last ten years of my life convincing myself that it was never to be then suddenly, within the space of an hour, everything I'd taught myself to believe, was blown to kingdom come. Then you come here and just expect me to have accepted it. I'm sorry, Daz, I don't work like that." Daniel said softly, talking more to the city than to the man behind him. "I'm...I'm sorry, Daniel. I was just so happy that I never considered your feelings." Darren whispered and Daniel turned from the window and looked down at him as his head drooped. The room fell into silence once more and Daniel found himself examining his friend, noticing the little things like his haphazard hairstyle, blond strands sticking everywhere. //It's not like him to be so careless with his hair.// The silence grew until Daniel was afraid that Darren had fallen asleep in his forlorn pose. "Daz..." He began as he moved towards him, kneeling in front of him as he lifted his head, amazing blue eyes locking with his. "I'm sorry too. I ruined what should have been a happy event." He said softly, reaching out and gently running a hand down the man's cheek, watching as he slowly closed his eyes, enclosing their blue brilliance behind his lids. "I was too caught up in my own emotions that I never gave a thought to what you were feeling, and I know I hurt you." He continued, running a thumb over his full lips, smiling at how they quivered under his touch. "No...don't be sorry. Don't ever be sorry," Darren told him, opening his eyes once more and staring deeply into Daniel's green ones, "Just love me..." "I do, Darren...I've always loved you." Daniel said before leaning in and kissing Darren slowly, exploring the new sensation of this man's lips against his. Threading his fingers through Daniel's hair, Darren opened his mouth to him, savouring the sweet taste of him as he slid his tongue into the quiet man's mouth. As Darren's tongue gained entrance to his mouth, Daniel let out a soft moan, his own tongue moving to play with the intruder as he wrapped his arms around Darren's waist, pulling the man's body to the edge of the couch and tight against his own. They kissed long and deeply, tasting each other in their newly declared love, as the sun began to sink below the horizon, bathing the two men in its fading rays, caressing their sensitised skin. Finally Darren broke the kiss and rested his forehead against his love's. "I've always loved you too...ever since I walked into that room and saw you sitting there." He whispered, his breath caressing Daniel's cheek. Staring back at Darren, Daniel began to smile as the happy memory filled his thoughts and, resting his head in Darren's lap, he closed his eyes, sighing in contentment. "Do you think we fell in love at the same time?" He questioned as Darren began to stroke his hair. "I think so...and it's taken us ten years to tell each other. We've wasted so much time." Darren replied, looking down at the blond man in his lap, watching as he lifted his head and grinned. "We're perfect idiots, aren't we?" Daniel said and Darren began to chuckle. "Come now...no one's perfect." He answered and Daniel joined in the laughter. Minutes passed then, with a deep sigh, Daniel rose to his feet. "I don't know about you but I'm starving," he said, taking Darren's hand and pulling him up. "You look like you haven't eaten in days, Jonesy." Darren commented as he rose easily to his feet, not letting go of Daniel's hand as they stood facing each other. "I haven't..." Daniel answered honestly, his eyes lowering in shame. "Oh, Danny..." Darren whispered before kissing the taller man sweetly. "You worry me sometimes." He finished then he intertwined his fingers with Daniel's as he led him towards the door. Daniel just smiled as he let himself be taken from his prison of the last few days, his skin delighting in Darren's touch. "So, where do we wanna eat?" Darren asked as they reached his rental car, snapping Daniel out of his blissful daze. "How about our restaurant?" Daniel suggested, referring to the little restaurant where they'd gone after Darren had been accepted into the band. "Err...I'd rather not." Darren replied, an uncomfortable look on his face and Daniel began to laugh. "Oh come on, Daz, it's been years since you ran into that glass! I'm sure they've forgotten it by now" Daniel told him, ignoring the dirty look he was being given. "Please, Daz, I want to go there. I want to go back to the place that saw the first day of our partnership, our friendship...our love." He then said, squeezing Darren's hand gently. "Since you put it that way, how can I resist? But if I go to the toilet, you're going to have to come with me. If I'm gonna run into that glass, I'm taking you with me." Darren told him and they both laughed before climbing into the car and driving away. Dinner was a quiet and romantic affair, both men talking of their past memories and sneaking touches and caresses when they thought no one was looking. After dinner, they strolled, hand-in-hand, through a park they'd discovered near the restaurant. "So, when do you have to go home?" Daniel asked, looking at Darren who looked like a god as he stood there, bathed in moonlight. At this question, Darren's face fell as reality reared its ugly head. "Tomorrow..." He answered and Daniel let out a low whimper. "Tomorrow? Why?" He asked, trying to keep the hurt from his voice. "I've got to get back to San Francisco to finish off the promotion for my solo album. I was lucky to even be able to come here at all. I think I gave Leo a coronary when I told her," Darren replied, a smile on his face as he remembered the scene.
"Leo, I've got to go away for a few days." Darren told her as she typed away at her laptop. "YOU WHAT!?!" She'd screamed then went into one of her rants, not seeing Darren slip quietly out the door with his bags.
"I wonder how long she ranted for before she realised I was gone?" He then pondered and Daniel laughed. "I timed her for seven minutes and twenty-two seconds that time you forgot to tell her that Robert had called," Daniel said and Darren snickered. "That was her record, wasn't it?" Darren laughed then turned to Daniel as the man suddenly went quiet. "What's wrong?" He asked, brushing some hair from Daniel's eyes. "We haven't got much time." He answered as he reached up and wrapped his fingers around Darren's hand, pulling it to his mouth and kissing it softly. "For what?" Darren questions as he then allowed Daniel to lead them out of the park. "To make up for those ten years we denied our hearts the one thing they cravedthe one thing we craved..." Daniel answered as they reached the car and climbed in. "Each other..." Darren whispered, adding the unspoken ending to Daniel's sentence. The drive home was a silent one as both men thought of the final step they were about to take in their relationship, the consummation of their newly discovered love.
~Chapter Four~
Arriving back at Daniel's home, the two men climbed out of the car and began the short trek to the front door. "Daz, tell me why you love me," Daniel said as they both stepped inside and made their way towards Daniel's bedroom. "Oh...geez...there's so many reasons. I love you because you're you. You never pretend to be someone you're not," Darren replied, taking Daniel's hand as they entered the room, "And because you put up with all my crap and still stand by me when I need someone." Daniel smiled as his fingers played with Darren's, then he led Darren to his bed. "It's been hard, lemme tell you," he said and laughed as Darren got a hurt look on his face. "But it was all worth it." He quickly added before pulling Darren's body tightly against his own. "Really?" Darren asked before his mind went on vacation as his body was enveloped by Daniel's warmth. "Extremely..." Daniel whispered softly before lowering his head and kissing Darren sweetly. "Don't you agree?" He then asked as he trailed his lips over Darren's chin and down his throat, nipping playfully. "Oh yeah" Darren sighed as he ran his hands up Daniel's back, feeling the muscles move under his fingertips. Daniel's lips then found Darren's once more and, as he delved his tongue deeply into Darren's sweet mouth, he trailed his hands over his chest, gliding gently over hardened nipples. At this 'almost-didn't-happen' touch, Darren let out a gasp and Daniel chuckled. "You know, you really should be careful what you say in interviews. It kinda makes you at everyone's mercy...my mercy..." Daniel whispered before ghosting his fingers over the nubs once more. Closing his eyes tightly, Darren let out a deep moan then pushed his chest against Daniel's teasing hand. "I wouldn't have it any other way..." He breathed as he felt the heat of his arousal spread fire through his veins. Daniel chuckled once more then began to push Darren's shirt up, making sure that the material rubbed roughly against the sensitive buds. "Fucking tease..." Darren growled as his hips bucked involuntarily, his reaction showing that he wasn't the only one who was enjoying this. As Darren's arousal bucked against his own, Daniel bit his lip as he struggled to remain in control and pull Darren's shirt off. "What's the hold up?" Darren queried cheekily, taking the pause in his shirt removal as an indication that Daniel wasn't as in control as he pretended to be. "Don't mess with me, boy," Daniel growled, then he swiftly removed Darren's shirt and lowered his head, flicking his tongue at one of the man's nipples. Darren's reaction to this was more than satisfactory as he let out a loud cry and dug his fingers into Daniel's head, ordering him to do it again. Daniel complied and soon he was alternating between nipples, licking, sucking, biting and listening to Darren's melodic sounds of pleasure. Before long, Darren became agitated as his body demanded a more intimate touch from the blond man bending before him. "Shit, Daniel!" He growled as he threw the man on the bed and climbed on top of him, kissing him fiercely as his shaking fingers tore at Daniel's shirt, causing buttons to fly everywhere. Daniel began to laugh but it was cut short as Darren ground his hips against him. "Oh god!" He moaned as the pleasure shot up his body before pooling between his legs once more. "You like?" Darren whispered as he playfully tugged at Daniel's ear with his teeth. Instead of answering his mate, Daniel placed his hands on Darren's hips and began moving his own against them, creating a pleasurable rhythm. His breath coming fast in little pants, Darren quickly fell into the rhythm, his eyes squeezed tightly shut in ecstasy as his chest and clothed erection rubbed against Daniel's. "You feel so good." Daniel sighed as his hands slipped under the waistband of Darren's pants and boxers, caressing the heated skin as he tried to pull Darren's hips harder against him. Darren let out a low growl as he felt Daniel's fingers burn into his skin and it took all of his willpower to resist Daniel's urges to bring his hips closer, before stopping movement altogether. Kissing away Daniel's whimper, Darren smiled. "If you don't stop what you're doing, you're gonna have to take these pants to the dry-cleaner's and try and explain what the white stain in them is," he explained and Daniel grinned as he trailed his hand down Darren's body, coming to a stop at the button of his pants. "Well, we're just gonna have to take them off, aren't we?" Daniel replied before making quick work of Darren's pants and boxers, leaving the man before him, naked, baring his arousal. "Beautiful" He sighed before pushing Darren onto his back and moving his body to cover him. Their lips met in a heated kiss and neither wanted to break it as they slowly ran out of air. It was Daniel who made the first move and as he moved his lips to Darren's chin, Darren took in a mouthful of air and let it out with a deep moan. Daniel then moved his lips over Darren's chin and down his neck, stopping at the junction of his throat and shoulder, and sucking and nibbling at the flesh. Darren let out another moan as he moved his head, offering Daniel more of his throat. Feeling like a vampire, Daniel took Darren's offering, his lips roaming over the whiteness of it. Finally, after leaving his "mark" a couple of times, he once more began his journey downwards. 'Wonder how he's going to explain those.' He thought to himself as his lips roamed over Darren's chest, wanting to taste every millimetre of the man's skin. "Whoa Jesus!" Darren suddenly cried out as Daniel's hot mouth latched onto one of his over-sensitised nipples. Daniel continued his ministrations, his mouth curving into a small smile as Darren's hands began to push at his head and as his body squirmed underneath him. Finally Daniel managed to escape Darren's urging hands and continued kissing down Darren's body, his final destination growing closer, his mouth almost watering. Reaching Darren's stomach, Daniel teased him with his tongue, causing the singer to arch his body upwards, leaving a slickness on his chest. "Please Daniel" Darren whimpered, his cock aching for the hot mouth of the man above him. Daniel knew what Darren wanted and he knew he couldn't wait any longer to give it to him as he slid his body down over Darren's legs, forcing them further apart. Then, in one swift movement, Darren's cock was deep in his mouth and the man was crying out in pleasure. Daniel went still as his tongue roamed around the hard shaft in his mouth, and he listened as Darren let out another cry and began moving his hips. His cries soon turned to whimpers as Daniel's hands held his hips down, not allowing any movement and not moving himself. "Oh god!" He groaned as his fingers dug into the guitarist's head, pleading with him...begging him... Licking the shaft one last time, Daniel finally moved, sucking hard as he pulled his head up. "Holy mother of god!" Darren cried as Daniel quickly fell into a steady pace, licking and sucking and bringing him ever closer. Suddenly he gripped Daniel's hair and pulled his head up, forcing him to look at him. "Daniel...I want to be inside you..." He whispered, his eyes roaming over the younger man's face, coming to a rest on his passion-swollen lips, his own mouth becoming hungry to taste them once more. Then, pushing the man onto his back, Darren fluidly removed the remains of his clothing and, almost at once, he moved to straddle him. "I love you," he whispered before he leant down and hungrily devoured Daniel's swollen lips. As they kissed, Darren began to push at Daniel's opening, forcing himself past the tight muscles. Daniel cried out with a mixture of pleasure and pain then grit his teeth as Darren pushed deeper inside of him. "Oh god..." Darren groaned as Daniel's muscles squeezed him so tight that he didn't think he'd last very long at all. Finally, with one final grunt, he sheathed himself fully then fell still as he allowed Daniel to grow used to the intrusion. After a small pause, he drew back out before plunging deep once more, ignoring the pain as Daniel bit into his shoulder to muffle a scream. Then, drawing in a shaky breath, he returned to the rhythm they'd started earlier and, before long, both men were thrashing against each other, both so close that they wouldn't have been able to stop even if they'd wanted to. Crying out Darren's name, Daniel felt his muscles begin to tense up all over his body as Darren mercilessly and continuously filled him, his body rubbing roughly against his erection, pushing his closer to the edge. Finally Darren let out an almost animalistic cry and slammed into Daniel's tight hole once more and exploded, the sensation knocking the breath out of him. Feeling Darren come inside of him was all Daniel needed and he arched his body powerfully, his seed spilling out over his tensed-up stomach. "Holy fuck!" He swore as his whole body began to shake with the force. As the last waves of passion washed over him, Darren pulled himself from Daniel and collapsed at his side. For the next few minutes, the only noise in the bedroom was heavy breathing as both men struggled to bring their heartbeats and bodies back to normal. Darren was the first to recover and, once he'd done so, he moved around and lazily began to lick up Daniel's come from his stomach. Letting out a small gasp, Daniel let him finish his job then pulled him up and kissed him slowly, delighting at the taste of himself on the man's tongue. It was Darren who broke the kiss first and when he did, he rolled onto his back, pulling Daniel to lie on top of him. "That was intense," he said hoarsely after his voice finally decided to return to him. "Yeah..." Daniel replied softly as he rested his head on Darren's chest, listening to his still slightly irregular heartbeat. "I never believed that this would happen but it was just as I'd fantasised it would be." Darren said as he ran his fingers up and down his lover's back. "I'm happy to have made your fantasy come true." Daniel replied with a grin and Darren chuckled. "And tomorrow...we fulfil your fantasies." He whispered, grinning at Daniel's wide-eyed expression. "Well, we'd better get some rest then 'cos god knows we're gonna need the energy tomorrow," Daniel then retorted and this time it was Darren's turn to get wide-eyed. Then, with a husky laugh, Daniel snuggled up against Darren's warm body and closed his eyes. The room fell silent for a few minutes then Darren spoke. "Daniel..." "Mmm...?" Daniel mumbled sleepily against the singer's chest. "I love you." Darren whispered and he could feel Daniel's smile. "I love you too," Daniel replied after a short pause then, placing a soft kiss against Darren's chest, he pulled him closer and promptly fell asleep.
~Chapter Five~
Morning crept up on the two bodies; bathing them in a soft light and making them seem to glow. 'I want to lay like this forever...' Darren thought to himself as he watched Daniel sleep. He'd been watching him for the last hour and he felt like he could watch him forever. Each second was spent marvelling at how angelic the man looked, the way his dark eyelashes caressed his tanned cheek, the way his parted lips would suddenly break into a small smile as Darren gently ran a hand down his back, the way he was curled against Darren, his arms holding him tightly, their legs entangled, his blond head rising and falling with each breath Darren took. He knew then and there that Daniel, lying asleep in his arms, was the true definition of beauty and innocence. //To think I may have never seen this.// He shook his head at the thought. What could have been, was not important to him, what is...was... Never had he felt such an outpouring of love, and never had something felt so right to him. He knew that Daniel was his true soulmate. Suddenly his mind flashes to an episode of 'Xena' that hed seen while he was touring Australia on the 'Affirmation World Tour'. Usually he laughed and made fun of the show but this episode had hit something deep inside of him...it had hit home. In the episode, Gabriel had told a story of how, in early times, people were joined in pairs. Then, one day, a god decided to divide everyone, splitting them right down the middle, dividing their souls. Now, lying here in Daniel's bed, Darren knew hed found the other half of his soul. He finally felt complete for the first time in his life. Suddenly he was brought out of his deep musings as Daniel shifted in his arms and turned his head to nuzzle Darren's naked chest. Darren let out a small gasp and suddenly found himself staring at two emeralds, making him freeze like a deer caught in headlights. "Morning," Daniel's voice rumbled, husky with sleep, and Darren blinked. //How can someone make 'Morning' sound so damn sexual?// "Hey there," he whispered finally, his eyes still trapped in Daniel's green gaze. Daniel smiled at him then slowly began to untangle his limbs before stretching out his long body. As Daniel moved away from him, Darren instantly began to mourn the loss of his body, the way they fit perfectly together. "What time's your flight?" Daniel's voice broke into his thought of exactly *how* he'd like to fit together with Daniel. "Uhhh...I've got two hours before I have to be at the airport." Darren answered after looking at the clock and doing the quick calculations. "Damn..." Daniel sighed, an expression of sadness spreading over his face, making him appear even more beautiful to Darren. "If I had a choice, I wouldn't leave you," Darren told him, running a loving hand down the other man's cheek, sighing softly as Daniel turned his head to press his lips against his palm. Sapphire then locked with emerald as Darren slid his other hand to the back of Daniel's head, losing his fingers in the silky mess of his hair, and pulled him closer until their lips met in a soft caress. Daniel slowly opened his mouth to the other man and he shuddered as his tongue slid over his own. 'I'm tasting heaven...' Daniel thought to himself as his tongue danced with Darren's, drawing it further into his mouth, allowing him to suck on it. The kiss was lazy as both men attempted to commit each others scents, tastes and feel to memory as they prepared for their long separation. "I don't think I'm gonna be able to cope with you being gone." Daniel whispered as his lips trailed over Darrens chin. "You won't have to. We're never really going to be apart." Darren replied and Daniel looked up from his attentions on Darren's throat, and gave him a confused look. "But we're going to be in two different countries." Daniel said and watched as Darren began to grin, his blue eyes seeming to suddenly twinkle. "Mr. Jones! Have you already forgotten what brought me here in the first place?" Darren asked with mock hurt and, within seconds, Daniel's smile almost blinded him. "The computer..." Daniel sighed and Darren nodded, his eyes not leaving the guitarist's face. "Can I recommend a good chat room?" Darren then asked, wriggling his eyebrows and making Daniel laugh. "Later. Right now, this chat room is calling to me..." Daniel said, sliding his body to cover his lovers, "Now...about my fantasy..." Darren tried to suppress a shiver of excitement but failed as Daniel's entire length covered him. "Oh dear! Which one do I choose? Do I wanna do the one where I fuck you on stage in front of everyone? Do I wanna do the one where we actually make it to the dressing room before tearing each other's clothes off? Do I do the one where I come to your hotel room in the middle of the night?" Daniel whispered seductively, his body sliding along Darren's, creating a delicious heat between them. "Or maybe we could re-enact one of the many slash fics that I've read." He continued and Darren opened his eyes long enough to give Daniel a look of surprise, causing the younger man to chuckle. "Yeah, I know all about them. Some of those fics were so hot that it was hard not to get off on them," Daniel told him then he ran his tongue over Darrens parted lips. "I know..." Darren sighed as his own tongue snaked out to play with Daniel's. "But, I think I'm gonna have to go with my favourite. Would you like to hear it?" Darren nodded his head then shivered as Daniel ran his tongue down to his throat. "This fantasy kept me going through our 'Affirmation World Tour'. It's late at night, we've just given our all to millions of screaming girls. Everyone's gone back to the motel except me. I stay behind and sit at my piano which is at centre stage," Daniel began, his breath hot against Darren's white throat. "My fingers are caressing the keys as my emotions pour through them. I play love song after love song and I totally lose myself in them, my surroundings fading away to nothing. It's just me and the piano." Pausing slightly, Daniel kissed and nibbled his way around Darren's throat, causing the man to shiver under him and let out a soft moan. //So melodic...// "I'm so immersed in my music that Im totally unaware of you as you walk up behind me. Then, suddenly, I feel your hard body pressed against my back, your arousal sending delicious heat up my spine. I continue playing as you place your hands on my shoulders then slowly you slide them down over my chest, leaving a sensuous heat in their wake." Daniel ran his hands over Darren's naked chest, his fingers circling the sensitive nipples, drawing sighs of pleasure from the singer's full lips. "I lean my body back against yours as you lower your head and begin to press soft, delicate kisses against my neck. But still I play, my fingers creating a sensuous melody that enchants us both." Daniel paused as he once more ran his lips over Darren's throat, his tongue resting against his pulse, feeling every beat of his heart. "Then, slowly you slide your hands down my arms and over my own hand, silencing my music as you entwine your fingers with mine." Daniel took Darren's hand in his own and held them above his head. Darren had his eyes closed as he listened to Daniel's sensuous tone and found himself growing aroused from each word the guitarist whispered. "You then turn me around on my stool and pull me up to stand in front of you, drawing my body hard against your own. I can now feel your arousal against mine and I slowly begin to rock my hips, pushing myself against you, bringing beautiful moans from your lips... " Daniel slowly began to move his hips against Darren's and had to pause as the growing pleasure brought a moan to his parted lips. He could feel Darren hardening beneath him and the feeling sent shivers throughout his body. //You feel so good...// "Your hands slowly move their way under my shirt and your soft fingers caress my chest. I close my eyes and lean my head back, offering you my throat, which you accept instantly. I moan at the feel of your lips against it." As Daniel continued, his voice began to grow husky with his arousal. //Who woulda thought words could do this...// "Within seconds, my shirt is on the stage and you're kissing my chest, your teeth playing with my hard nipples, causing me to cry out in pleasure." He let the last thought linger in Darren's mind as he began to ghost his lips over the diva's chest, drawing out his final destination. Within seconds, Darren was writhing beneath him, whimpering as Daniel continued to stay away from his nipples. "Please, Danny..." The singer pleaded and Daniel smiled as his mouth slowly slid over one of Darren's hardened nipples, letting his tongue snake out and taste it. "Oh shit!" Darren cried, his back arching as his fingers dug themselves into Daniel's hair, pulling painfully. It was minutes before Daniel was able to free himself from Darren's grasp and resume his story. "You finally leave my nipples and lower yourself to your knees and pull me down to sit back on my stool. Then, sliding your hands up my parted thighs, you slowly move yourself to kneel between them. You caress my inner thighs and I moan in pleasure as I lean back against the piano." Daniel slowly moved his hands down Darren's hard body and begin to stroke his inner thighs, carefully avoiding Darren's arousal and bringing moans of pleasure from his lips. "Finally your hands move over my hardness, to the button on my leather pants and you undo it with one hand, letting your other one rub me. I move my hips against your hand as you work at freeing me from the confines of my leather." Daniel's hand finally moved to caress Darren's hard cock, his thumb sliding over the tip, collecting the precum that had begun to gather. "Fuck!" Darren moaned as he raised his hips. "Once you've undone the zipper, I raise my hips and you quickly remove the leather from me, leaving me sitting fully naked in front of you. You lick your lips and I find myself watching you as you lower your mouth over my hard, aching cock." Daniel swiftly moves down Darren's body and within seconds, Darren's cock is buried deep in his mouth and the singer is crying out at the top of his lungs. He moves his head back and feels Darren's hand on his head, urging him back down. Taking him deep inside his mouth once more, Daniel sucks hard on him and retains the pressure as he pulls back once more. "Holy fuck!" Darren cried at the ecstasy that Daniel's hot mouth was bringing him. Daniel moved over his hard cock once more then turned his attention to Darren's sacs. Roughly and unceremoniously, Daniel's head was quickly returned to Darren's hardness as the singer pulled on his hair. "Suck me, dammit!" Darren demanded breathlessly then all speech left him as he felt himself being buried deep inside Daniel's mouth once more. Within seconds, hed set up a rhythm and had Darren crying his name, over and over again with each stroke of his tongue, each suck, each bite. Darren was getting close. He could tell it with his frantic movements and the sounds coming from his mouth. Daniel increased his pace and felt Darren tense underneath his fingertips. //Not long now...// Increasing the pressure, Daniel's fingers crept up Darren's chest and his fingertips had barely grazed Darren's nipples when the singer began pouring his passion down Daniel's welcoming throat, crying out his name as though his life depended on it. Daniel drank hungrily, wanting to drink forever. Finally, with a shudder, Darren fell back against the bed and tried to regain his breath as Daniel cleaned him up and began kissing his way back up his chest. "That was...incredible..." Darren gasped before Daniel moved to cover his lips in a heated kiss. Darren returned the kiss, enjoying the taste of his passion in Daniel's mouth as his hands slid down Daniel's body. He had come and now it was time to return the favour. Pushing Daniel onto his back, he moved to straddle him. "So, what happened after I sucked you off?" He asked, his voice slightly hoarse from the strain had put on his vocal chords. "You bent me over the piano and fucked me." Daniel whispered. "I was hoping you'd say that..." Darren stated as he pushed Daniel's thighs apart and began to nudge his at his opening, finding that he was already loose from his little storytelling adventure. With one swift movement, he was buried deep inside the guitarist, listening to him as he hissed in that sweet mixture of pleasure and pain. He thrust a few times then was surprised as Daniel pushed him onto his back and pulled away from him. "Wha-?" He asked in confusion. "I want to fuck you, Darren...fuck you like I've imagined I would." He growled as he mercilessly pushed himself against Darren's tight hole. Then, with a loud grunt, he was deep inside the singer and watching as the man tried to catch his breath. "God, youre so tight..." Daniel groaned, pulling out and slamming deep inside him once more. //Heaven, eat your heart out...// The intensity of being buried so deep inside of Darren was nearly his undoing but he held back, ready to choose death over losing this feeling. Both men began to move feverishly against the other, words of passion being lost in the sounds of their movements. Gritting his teeth, Daniel began riding Darren harder, wanting this last time to be the one thing he could remember late at night, alone in his bed. "Shit..." He groaned as Darrens fingers dug painfully into his hips, trying to pull him deeper inside of him. It was Darren who came first as Daniel's cock slammed against his prostate one final time and he screamed like he never thought he could, his seed pouring from him and covering the both of them. Feeling Darren climax around him, Daniel pounded harder and within seconds he was filling Darren with everything he had, screaming out almost as loudly as Darren had. It was minutes before either of them began to come down and even then, it was a full ten minutes before either could speak. "Oh god..." Daniel rasped, his body shaking with passion. All then went silent as both men fell asleep in each others arms, the intensity of their passion knocking them out. It was Darren who awoke first and with a groan, he turned to look at the clock on the bedside table. "Oh shit!" He exclaimed as he tore himself out from underneath Daniel's body, and began running madly around the room, grabbing handfuls of clothing, a mixture of his and Daniel's. "What's wrong?" Daniel asked sleepily and Darren stopped in his tracks and stared at him. He looked so satisfied and appealing. "I've gotta catch a plane." He said, suddenly losing his ability to move. "Well, shouldn't you be getting dressed then?" Daniel asked, rolling onto his side and propping his head up with his hand. Darren remained frozen to the spot as his eyes roamed hungrily over the naked body in front of him. //Theres always that later flight...// Without a seconds more hesitation, Darren dropped the clothes and walked towards the bed. "Fuck the flight..." He growled and Daniel grinned as he reached out for him. "No...fuck me..." He whispered as he pulled Darren down on top of him.
~finis~ back
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