Insatiable by RiseAgainPhoenix
(Disclaimed: 'Insatiable', Darren Hayes)
Sleep refused to grace Darren with its presence. Just one more week, he thought. One more week until his next scheduled vacation. One more week until he could see his cherished Daniel. One more week, and then he could spend fourteen days in his own personal paradise with Daniel.
Why do I do this to myself, he wondered. If he broke off his relationship with Daniel, he wouldn't have to go through the long months of pain, of sheer hell. Of lying there, wondering whether Daniel had changed his mind and no longer felt the same. Or perhaps he had found someone else. Perhaps he couldn't endure the distance either, and so had opted to end it without telling Darren. And found himself a lover in the same city, same country, same continent. Perhaps he was in someone else's arms right this very moment---but no. Daniel would never...right? Why do I do this to myself? Why? Darren sighed and closed his eyes. He would be reminded of the reason in just one more week.
<When moonlight crawls along the street--Chasing away the summer heat--Footsteps outside somewhere below--The world revolves, I've let it go--We build our church above this street--We practice love between these sheets--The candy sweetness scent of you--It bathes my skin, I'm stained in you--And all I have to do is hold you--There's a racing within my heart--And I am barely touching you>
He saw him the second his eyes adjusted to the airport's harsh lights. Daniel. Tall, tanned, slender, and as close to perfect as humanly possible. He ran forward.
"Darren!"
The second he heard his name spoken in pure adoration, he forgot all the pain he had suffered for months.
Daniel hugged him tightly.
The second he felt those lean arms go around him, he forgot all the questions, all the doubts he ever had.
Daniel pressed his lips against his softly, just a little hesitant.
The second he tasted him, he forgot everything.
<Turn the lights down low--Take it off, let me show--My love for you--Insatiable--Turn me on--Never stop--Wanna taste every drop--My love for you--Insatiable>
He gently laid Daniel down onto the bed. Words were whispered softly, turning into little moans. His fingers played along the tanned skin, his body moving of its own accord. Daniel whimpered. The sigh of sheets and the hiss of breath were the only sounds that dared to intrude on the intimate moment.
<The moonlight plays upon your skin--A kiss that lingers takes me in--I fall asleep inside of you--There are no words--There's only truth--Breathe in, breathe out--There is no sound--We move together up and down--We levitate, our bodies soar--Our feet don't even touch the floor>
He ran his fingers through his lover's damp golden hair. He closed his eyes, relishing in the feelings coursing through his veins. He felt his soul twist in delight with every breath Daniel took. Just watching Daniel breathe made him feel complete.
<And nobody knows you like I do--This world, they don't understand--That I grow stronger in your hands>
Sleep was evading him yet again. Except, this time, he savoured it. Only because Daniel was awake too. He placed tender kisses along the smooth jaw, caressing every bit of available skin he could reach.
<Turn the lights down low--Take it off, let me show--My love for you--Insatiable--Turn me on--Never stop--Wanna taste every drop--My love for you--Insatiable>
Daniel started to talk, about how he was missed, how he was loved, and all the other things he already knew, the things he could clearly read in the sparkling green eyes and faintly smiling lips. It still felt good to hear the words though. He reached out to wipe a tear slipping down his beloved's cheek.
<We never sleep, we're always holdin' hands--Kissin' for hours, talking, making plans--I feel like a better man--Just being in the same room--We never sleep, there's just so much to do--Too much to say--Can't close my eyes when I'm with you--Insatiable, the way I'm loving you>
"This is for eternity," he said, promising, reassuring both Daniel and himself. The two of them thought ahead, already making room in their busy schedules for hour-long phone calls, 1000K e-mails, letters written on tear-stained paper. They drank in all the love, knowing that they would need to draw from it to get through the long months ahead, until the next time they could be together.
<Turn the lights down low--Take it off, let me show--My love for you--Insatiable--Turn me on--Never stop--Wanna taste every drop--My love for you--Insatiable>
"I love you," he whispered, eyes bright and warm with sincerity. He knew what the reply would be long before it was uttered.
"I love you too."
~finis~ back
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